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Ask me/tell me anything :-)   I've seen better tennis playing in a tampon commercial.

I’m not sure what exactly.

I’m not sure what exactly is bothering me.

But my stress level is through the roof.

I wake up clenching my jaw and my fists, my fists to the point when they are atrophied into my body and my arms are crossed clenched to my body as well… Stiff as a board and tense. 

On top of that, I wake up breaking raging fevers every night… What is the big deal? I have had them off and on at random since I got sick, my doctors say it is normal for me. But I have a feeling it is all related to whatever I am stressed about.

I can feel the sensation and overwhelming feeling of stress and anxiety in my chest. 

I haven’t been sleeping good. It has been almost every night for the past few weeks.

I’m not sure what exactly is bothering me.

— 2 weeks ago
FUCK.

Fuck. I am frustrated.

I have been working since I was 14 and have NEVER had to depend on anyone for any money. Ever. 

I just want to work.

I feel fucking worthless.

If only my body could keep up with my mind and what I have the strive and skills to do. 

I am entitled to (rare) days of frustration. Today is one of them. I am very fucking frustrated with my situation.

I just want to work. I would do anything to work again. Anything.

— 2 weeks ago

swolizard:

I can’t stand people who have a victim complex and can’t take responsibility for things that are their fault

Amen.

(via joannesinfinitum)

— 2 months ago with 246 notes
"The past is where you learned the lesson. The future is where you apply the lesson. Don’t give up in the middle."
— 2 months ago with 2209 notes

cactous:

THIS WAS MY FAVORITE PART OF THE WHOLE MOVIE

(Source: anostalgicnerd, via joannesinfinitum)

— 2 months ago with 688548 notes
"Speak your truth even if your voice shakes."
Robin Sharma (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
— 2 months ago with 2760 notes
meetmeinthecityxo:

Day 19: #Progress 💪 *****It’s Lupus Awareness Month! So everyday I’ll be sharing a fact (just like last year) to spread awareness and understanding of an illness that affects myself and many others. ******  #lupus #lupusawareness #lupusawarenessmonth #lizlupusfacts

meetmeinthecityxo:

Day 19: #Progress 💪
*****It’s Lupus Awareness Month! So everyday I’ll be sharing a fact (just like last year) to spread awareness and understanding of an illness that affects myself and many others. ******
#lupus #lupusawareness #lupusawarenessmonth #lizlupusfacts

(via lifewithautoimmune)

— 2 months ago with 19 notes
OUCH

Welp. I completely overdid that one! But it feels good at the same time! A new goal for myself has been set. And it WILL be met.

Yes. I just rhymed.

— 2 months ago